Lose Yourself

I think I’ve went over it before about losing yourself in my previous long rant posts.  But looking back onto 2008, it reminded me that I’ve lost myself not the way of not knowing yourself, but losing yourself to society’s constant pull.  It’s extremely easy to lose yourself to the everyday Bullshit.  It’s almost as if you have to meditate everyday consistently to be focused to be able to have a perspective of everything in a whole general view.

For some it’s, God, for some Yoga, for some it can be just self meditation.  Whatever it is, find what it is and it’ll make things a lot clearer towards life.  It’s not an easy task but it’ll make handling things a lot easier.

Difficult oh how Life is

Life’s hard. Especially during the holidays. =[
I wish I had a shoulder to lean on. =[

Merry Xmas

=]

Cough Drops, Nyquil, Tons of Water, and Lots of Sleep

I hate getting sick. Especially on the holidays…

Jim’s Burgers Chili Cheese Fries

Jim’s Burgers Chili Cheese Fries, originally uploaded by TK FTFW.

Yeeeee!

Canters in Hollywood

Canters in Hollywood, originally uploaded by TK FTFW.

Your Title Is Dumbass

I don’t know what is it that causes people to do certain things and not be considerate of others.  I guess you can say I’m being grumpy because I’m tired of dealing with people’s imperfections.  

People have motives. I have lectured to many people about understanding the fact that new friends have motives. But from time to time, I myself make the same mistake in forgetting about it.  It is simple as black and white.  And I need someone that’s by my side ALL The time to keep me in line and remind me things that I tend to forget.  If you can say, someone more responsible than I.  
It’s almost like from people’s eyes, everybody has a title on top of their forehead.  We walk around, and every single person we see, immediately our brain tells us subconsciously what their title is.  This person is the car freak, here comes the fucker that egged my car, OH! this person’s the spoiled ass bitch with the 335i motherfucker failed ALGEBRA and parents STILL spoil them with that car. FUCKING CUNT! 

That person’s mom drives a Bentley, asshole.  Or… haha this guy’s nice, but he’s so fucking ignorant.  JEEZ this guy smells like shit, label him as the bum.  This girls’ HAWT! maybe one day..one day.

 

everybody has a title for everybody.  I need to stay reminded and not let myself forget.  Can you blame someone for wanting a tight-knit family?

Snowman I Am

Snowman I Am, originally uploaded by TK FTFW.

@ Sanjang

Karoake Pt 3

Karoake Pt 3, originally uploaded by TK FTFW.

K-town

K-town, originally uploaded by TK FTFW.

Karoake

Karoake Pt 2

Karoake Pt 2, originally uploaded by TK FTFW.

Dorothy made a new friend

Dorothy made a new friend, originally uploaded by TK FTFW.

At sanjang

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=), originally uploaded by TK FTFW.

New Year’s Resolutions…

2009 is around the corner.  I may be slightly early to be thinking about New Year Resolutions but the more I spend on it, the more I will be able to be mentally ready to accomplish them.  Thinking back on this year’s resolutions, I pretty much fulfilled all of my goals except for like one or two…like lose weight and get “buff”.  But other then the remaining goals that will never go away, I accomplished everything I set out to do.  Including finding new opportunities.  I am a very ambitious person so I’m hardly satisfied with myself.  I have extremely high expectations for myself and I always feel like it’s never enough.  
Thinking back to this year, I’ve gone through and accomplished alot.  The year has gone by SO fast it’s ridiculous.  Feel like there is never ever enough time!!! Some of the highlights of the year…

1. Got into Motorcycling.

2. Picked up a Truck.

3. The Idea of AS-TWO

4. Met new Awesome people

5. Created new beginnings…

6. Parties =]

7. Discovered the addiction to the track!! 

8. Tons of Photography

9. Tattoos

10. Puppies!!

I’m sure there is more but those are the ones off the top of my head.

 

I would say my New Year’s Resolutions for 2009 are…

1. Launch AS-TWO

2. Find a Day Job

3. Start attending the gym CONSISTENTLY .AKA. LOSE WEIGHT

4. Attend 12 Track Days for the Year

5. Pay off Debts

6. Get my Insurance and Real Estate License

7. Make $100,000 Annual Income

8. Launch New Band

9. Finish Tattoo

10. Train Gucci 

11. Go to School

12. Visit Family Overseas.

13. GO TO CHURCH!!! OMFG last but not least =]

 

2009 should be a good year. 2008 started out really rocky and incredibly hard for me and then it got better really fast.  I hope 2009 is a smooth sailing year and everything goes as planned.  I hope this year I reach ALL my New Year Resolutions.  This year I will be out of my Teens so that means I am out of time to fuck around! LOL 

So far, according to where everything is at right now, I’m on track on my life long goals which I feel OKAY about. I would’nt say I’m proud because I’m not AHEAD of where I want to be but it’s okay.  At least I’m not behind..LOL

 

To each its own. Till next time.

Guess Where We Are

Guess Where We Are, originally uploaded by TK FTFW.

Yeeee